To my beautiful mum I really don't know where to start I am so numb, I miss you so much and feel sad that I have to carry on living my life without you in it, it is just all wrong! I don't know what to do for the best I am trying so hard to get on with it but its so hard as normally when I had a knock you would be there to pick me up and get me back on my feet. I have lost the one person who knows and loves me more than anyone and I feel so empty without you. We had a great relationship mum, more than just your average mother and daughter one we were such good friends too. I loved being with you I always felt such comfort when I was, and I loved having news to tell you, you were always the first person I would ring with it and you were always so interested in whatever I had to say, if I was happy you was happy and vice versa. I miss ringing you every morning to tell you to wake up to feed the dogs and give Holly her insulin, you used to make me laugh so much the amount of times you would answer the phone then put it down thinking it was your alarm I would have to ring you back then ha-ha! I miss how you would always get your words muddled up and always say the wrong thing it made me laugh so much. I miss you being at home when I would finish work you would be in the kitchen making tea I would come in and you would say "hiya Jen have you had a good day" in your high pitched tone. Mum you were such an amazing loving and caring woman I have never met anyone who is like you, you would do anything for anyone and I am so proud you was my mum and thank you for everything you did for me I now realise just how much I taken you for granted I thought you would be here forever, how wrong can you be! I miss and love you so so so much and I really do believe you will be watching down on me and Jim until the day we meet again. My love for you will never die and I will never stop thinking about you sleep well my wonderful mum. xxxxxx ps miss your kisses and cuddles that only you can give xxxxx
From Jennie Daughter on 14/11/2008